Quotes from Elizabeth Heller

So maybe you were that guy that I always talked about. And maybe just maybe everyday I secretly hoped you would figure it out.

I see the new couple holding hands, smiling so carelessly at each other. I want to scream "Stop!" to them. I want to warn them what happens when you fall in love. You get hurt. It will take a while, A few months, or if you're really lucky a year. But love, it falters. It fails just like everything else, it inevitably breaks.

I'm sinking quicker than you could ever imagine. I'm wishing. I'm falling blindly in the dark. I'm crying because I have known that you and I..we were doomed from the very start.

I arrive home with pink flushed cheeks and glittering green-blue eyes. The hardest part is the his smell that lingers on my skin. He is here and yet he isn't here at all. It is only a trick of the mind; a terrible delusion that leaves me with pale, white arms grasping out into the shallow blunt, blackness for someone who is far away. Someone who leaves you feeling utterly and beautifully broken.

Its the littlest things that make me stop and remember you. Like that old song we always used to listen to, me in the passenger seat and you at the wheel.

That summer her memories were turned into melodies as he sung his way to her heart <3

Your not gone yet, but I can feel you slipping, slipping away.

When we first met, his face broke into a full-out smile. Not one of those polite smiles you give a stranger on the street. No, the smile sped up my heart and brought on a whole new definition to the word beautiful.

With me, it had always been easier to fall. Now my sister...well she was the climber. She could climb a mountain while I could fall from 10 feet with my eyes closed. We were so much alike sometimes I swore I could read her mind, she was after all my twin.

I can't cry..not yet. I can't say goodbye..not yet. I can't lose you..not yet.

I wonder what my last words to you, the only boy I have loved, will be.

I knew I love him then. It was the first time I cried out of hurt and the thought that he might never fully understand me.

Kiss kiss most beautiful girl.

A gentle kiss on the lips is like the breath of a fallen angel.

I'm lost in a sea of smiles as laughter echos all around me.

I see a stranger on the street and suddenly his eyes are your eyes, his smile is your smile. I'm going crazy. Hallucinating. And it's all because of you.

January seems like a year ago.

Why would he want to put a stain on a white sheet? Why would he want to taint a love that has never been crushed? Why would he want to see her intoxicated then leave her in the morning to fend for herself? Why would he want to ruin innocence?

Now he was the freshmen in college while she was stuck in highschool being the sophomore. She was left behind hearing about him, watching his mom and dad at church on Sundays, and wishing she could move to a place where no one knew her that she was the only thing he didn't mind leaving behind...

It's sad to say, but I think she's right for you. More right than I would have ever been.

ha ha. Have fun doing the same things you always do with each other! (excluding other people that is and having a boring night but trying to make it fun with loads of pictures and statuses on facebook saying "PARTYYY") ha ha. Have fun!

I am smiling in pictures without you..It might be a smile that does not reach my eyes just yet, but it's a smile and that is enough for now.