Quotes from Emma Mills, First & Then

But there was something in his eyes at times that I would almost swear said something more. Some deeper sort of regard.

It could have been avoided. This couch misery spiral, this … loss … I could've avoided the bulk of it simply by doing more. I could've given a shit...

I had also never realized before that I loved him, but I did. And his pain was my pain, and it hurt, but it also felt good in a strange way, knowing that we could share in it together.