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Quotes About Emptiness

I was living for one thing only, and that was to confirm my own lack of feeling.
~ Haruki Murakami
Two people can sleep in the same bed and still be alone when they close their eyes.
~ Haruki Murakami
Do you think you weren't loved enough?" She tilted her head and looked at me. Then she gave a sharp, little nod. "Somewhere between 'not enough' and 'not at all.' I was always hungry for love. Just once, I wanted to know what it was like to get my fill of it—to be fed so much love I couldn't take any more. Just once. But they never gave that to me. Never, not once.
~ Haruki Murakami
Each memory was now the shadow of a shadow of a shadow. The only thing that remained tangible to him was the sense of absence.
~ Haruki Murakami
Now that I can no longer see you, I realize how much I needed you
~ Haruki Murakami
Naturally I have zero friends. I've built a wall around me, never letting anybody inside and trying not to venture outside myself. Who could like someone like that? They all keep an eye on me, but I'm just glad they didn't bother me. They might hate me, or even afraid of me.
~ Haruki Murakami
It was hard to accept that she had almost no feelings, maybe none at all, for me as a man. This hurt so bad at times it felt like someone was gouging out my guts with a knife. Still, the time I spent with her was more precious than anything.
~ Haruki Murakami
There's nothing at all in here, she said much later, her voice hoarse. I'm cleaned out. Empty.
~ Haruki Murakami
No era mi brazo lo que ella buscaba, sino el brazo de alguien. No era mi calor lo que ella necesitaba, sino el calor de alguien. Entonces sentía algo rayando en la culpabilidad por ser yo ese alguien
~ Haruki Murakami
Nakata's empty inside. I finally understand that. Nakata's like a library without a single book. It wasn't always like that. I used to have books inside me. For a long time I couldn't remember, but now I can. I used to be normal, just like everybody else. But something happened and I ended up like a container with nothing inside.
~ Haruki Murakami
The world is full of lonely things, but not many could be lonelier than waking up alone in the morning in a love hotel.
~ Haruki Murakami
Act that way and slowly but surely I will fade away. All the dawns and all the twilights will rob me, piece by piece, of myself, and before long my very life will be shaved away completely - and I would end up nothing.
~ Haruki Murakami
A bit of shape and form has disappeared from the world, increasing the amount of nothingness.
~ Haruki Murakami
Reality is endlessly cold and lonely.
~ Haruki Murakami
I shouted into the phone, but there was no reply. Silence floated up from the receiver like smoke from the mouth of a gun.
~ Haruki Murakami
The kind of helpless feeling when everything you're used to has been ripped away. Like there's no more gravity, and I'm left to drift in outer space with no idea where I'm going.
~ Haruki Murakami
And she leaves. She opens the door and, without a backward glance, goes out and shuts the door. I stand at the window and watch her go. She vanishes in the shadow of a building. Hands resting on the sill, I gaze for the longest time at where she disappeared. Maybe she forgot something she wanted to say and will come back. But she never does. All that's left is an absence that's like a hollow space.
~ Haruki Murakami
There's a void inside me, a blank that's slowly expanding, devouring what's left of who I am. I can hear it happening. I'm totally lost, my identity dying.
~ Haruki Murakami
I'm completely empty. Do you know what it means to be completely empty? Being empty is like an unlived-in house. An unlocked unlived-in house. Anybody can come in, any time they want. That's what scares me the most.
~ Haruki Murakami
So once you're dead there's just nothing? Basically.
~ Haruki Murakami
It was just that, no matter where I found myself, I felt like there was a hole inside me, with the wind rushing through. I never felt satisfied. From the outside you wouldn't imagine I had any troubles.
~ Haruki Murakami
As long as I was alive, I was something. That was just how it was. But somewhere along the line it all changed. Living turned me into nothing. Weird... People are born in order to live, right? But the longer I've lived, the more I've lost what's inside me --- and ended up empty. And I bet the longer I live, the emptier, the more worthless I'll become. Something's wrong with this picture. Life isn't supposed to turn out like this! Isn't it possible to shift direction, to change where I'm headed?
~ Haruki Murakami
My life ended when I was 20. Since then it's been merely a series of endless reminiscences, a dark, winding corridor leading nowhere. Nevertheless, I had to live it, surviving each empty day, seeing each day off still empty.
~ Haruki Murakami
We were merely observers, getting totally absorbed in some exciting movie, our palms all sweaty, only to find that, after the houselights came on and we exited the theater, the thrilling afterglow that coursed through us ultimately meant nothing whatsoever.
~ Haruki Murakami